With dating comes rejection - giving it and taking it. And taking it plain sucks.
Today I got an email from NJ Doc - not interested. Got this horrible sinking feeling in my stomach - why isn't he?? And then I tried to come up with a reason that would make me feel okay about it vs. wondering if I was too fat or not pretty enough. I finally settled on that he wants someone not vegetarian - yeah, that had to be it (though I highly doubt that is what it was). And then I reminded myself that he went out on a date with one of my friends years ago and she never heard from him again either. So maybe its just him, and not me.
Rejection is a bitch no matter how you look at it. It's so much easier (on me!) when I'm the one saying no. God, how many more of these moments of wondering if something is wrong with me will I have to go through before Mr. Right comes along?! I hope not many! Because on a good day, I do believe I'm a good catch...I'll just have to keep telling myself that...
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